Daze

I am in a daze. I can't believe that the summer is over. It seems like it was the last day of school yesterday and that i have the whole summer ahead of me to finally land my heelside toe grab. I can't believe I have to wait 4 or 5 more months until i can go again. I feel sick. I can still feel the shaking in my knees that comes when you have too much energy and need to get it all out by hurting yourself. I keep waiting for it to go away so that i can settle down and "hibernate" for the winter...urghhhh winter! It should be a curse word. No one say the word winter ever again as of right now. K?